lately i've been having this feeling of ... hmm, cant really name it. all i know is that i'm trying so hard to cope in with all my boring routines. and take it as a way to fill up my time. well, it's kinda wierd actually. i know it's a common thing to do, but when you already know what it's not what you really want, and you're doing it anyway [with my kind of excuse], then it'll be totally different. the way I get things done, will be a lot more burdening [in a way, since i know it's not what i want].

[thinking ... thinking ... ]

Anyhoo... I'm reading this interesting book called "Why men dont listen, & Women cant read maps" ... hehehe, actually i read the second series first, then this. But hey! I'm the type of woman who really CAN read maps.. I took the test on the book, and it turned out that i can fit in both camps.. either in the men or in the women. so i can maintain relationship pretty well. hahaha, that's what the book says, but in reality, does it really goes that way? [giggle]

now i understand why i always get cranky when a person didnt keep in touch with me anymore. it's a basic women attitude. women like bonding and work on relationships. we, women, likes to communicate, when men doesnt. that's why basicly men doesnt do well with words. but then again, what about those other men that like to do sweet nonsense talks to girls? oh well, i guess that means they got too many feminine side! hahaha

arrrgghh, how i need a haircut!! my hair is going too long, cant take it anymore.
haha, dont wanna get in trap in both. one is too long, and the short style, ummh, i dont think i look good in it ... hahaha